Silence

The silence of night stole my sleep!
it was a little time before
my eyes wrapped with sleep
and i went to bed
but this silence stole my sleep...

here,there is a lot to befriend me
these twinkling stars,cloudless sky and this half moon...
but i now only wishes to break this silence
because i want to sleep!!
  
I am scared to close my eyes
A fear that whether i can stand the truth or not..
even if its just a nightmare,
i can't see my dream losing...

maybe its going to shower happiness
but it can't keep my smile
because i'm not sure 

The silence is pinning in my wound
deep and deep it goes
nothing but,
steals my sense of pain and leaving numbnesss in the heart...
and i'm wrecked


i would stand in the fire
walk through throne paths
will do whatever
but i want this silence to break
because i want some sleep...
it's making me weak
hurting than anything
my ears are panic to this song of silence
eyes waiting to slip to sleep
my throat dry frightened by this silence
i want to break this silence
and want to sleep!!
Just break this silence...

WORDS AND LOVE

Someone murmured in her ears
"someone loves you the most"
it didn't sounded strong though,she said
but words strike direct to the heart
But i tried to say the heart a lot
Not to trust a weak voice of words
But the heart didn't gave me the ears!

Now its' just me beside her.
I was known,
Words are candles
Which can't stand fire.
Fire of heart
burnt those words
so the promises
thus the love!
I was known
its' going to hurt..
but i couldn't do anything...

STRIVE

We fight with the world
From the second we born
But a second to the past
Let everything gone,
But still we are on bond.
   Wished something,gained something else
   Learnt with the time,to love we gained
   But life plays again with us
   By taking away all we gained.
But still, we are striving to live
Nothing can stop it till the last breath
We yearn more span to live
to live a life more in Earth.
   Striving for something
   Without any gain
   But keep hopes in vain
   Till the blood flows in vein!!
A soul strives for a foul,
A call awaits the soil
But the mortal world
Again strives for life!!!

WILL BE BACK!!!

The rain has poured away
And the rainbow waving good-bye
Those peacocks seems like waited 
Swinging in teem!

The cold wind blows like taking me away
And those rain drops irritates my hearing
Why this quirky thoughts
As never before?
I was the one born for nature
Loving blue and green!

I always hankered to keep smile
But what was that,stealing my smile?
The fear or tear?

Nothing else stood for me now
Everything has gone in their way
But i'm still dawdling
And bickering to myself for nothing.


Caught in a feeling that everything moving far
And i ran before barmly in vain.
Life circles again in that path
And playing moon with me,
Poking my emotion but still i'm before! 


Just be in touch and see,
How i fights with those eyes
piercing my thoughts,
How i came over those words
blaming my doings
And how i bring myself back
to love and to be loved!
I will be back!!