FORGIVE ME!

Who tapped my shoulder in my hard times,
And who runs to me for a hug in distress
Promising to be with me all the life,
Is not found anywhere now
Besides in my hidden heart.

  But that love in me
  Doesn't fade a bit
  But it flourished,
  Only flourished even in the hatred.

No,i'm trustworthy!
How can i hate something
Which i loves the most
Even it hurts me?
More and more,i will love,
That's only i can do.
Forgive me...

  I enjoys the pain you gave,
  It's feeling rare,
 A pleasure in pain!

  I enjoys the loneliness you gave:
  I am feeding that with your memories.
  I enjoys in each drop of my tears
  Because it teaches me to love more. 

Do forgive me
For loving you this much
For loving you more than you do
Do forgive me...!

  (sugary!!!)

SAW A GIRL

I SAW A GIRL STANDING ON THE BRIDGE
WITH HER EYES FAR AWAY ON THE LIGHTS,
I SAW A GIRL WEEPING ALONE
AND HER TEARS FLOWING ALONG THE SEA,
BUT NO ONE NOTICED.

I SAW A GIRL LAUGHING LOUDLY
PRETENDING TO BE HAPPY
AND SCREAMING INSIDE.
I SAW A GIRL KEEPING HER LOVE
FOR NO ONE BUT FOR A FLOWER,
WHICH SHE OFTEN KISSES WITH HER TEARS.

I SAW A GIRL TRYING TO HATE HERSELF
FOR NOT FORGETTING HER LOVE.
SAW A GIRL AWAITING FOR NOTHING
LIKE A LOVER BUT FOR LOVE AND CARE!

POOR GIRL!KNOWING NOTHING ABOUT THE WORLD;
ABOUT THIS CRAZY RIDICULOUS WORLD
WHERE THERE IS NOTHING LIKE LOVE AND CARE...

AGAIN!

FAR FROM THE WOODS,
AGAIN CAME THAT WHISPERING AIR
REMINDED ME THE PAST
AND MADE ME CRY.


FAR FROM THE SKY 
AGAIN CAME THAT RAIN
TO CRY WITH ME.

FAR FROM THE MOUNTAINS
AGAIN CAME THAT WIND
WIPING MY TEARS.


FAR FROM THE CLOUDS
AGAIN ROARED THAT THUNDER
CONSOLING ME.


FAR FROM THE EARTH
AGAIN FELT THAT WARMTH
HOLDING ME CLOSE.


BUT I WAS SCREAMING
SAYING TO LEAVE ME ON MY OWN.
I LEFT ALL BEHIND
FOR WHAT I LOVED
AND WHAT NEVER LOVED ME!


SOME CAME WITH MEMORIES
WHICH MADE ME CRY.
SOME WISHED TO BE WITH ME
FOR NOTHING OF THEIR OWN
BUT ONLY FOR ME.

SOME WIPED MY TEARS
CRIED WITH ME
AND TRIED TO CONSOLE.
BUT I LEFT THEM ALL BEHIND.


THOUGH SOME GAVE ME THEIR LIFE,
I LEFT THEM ALL BEHIND,
FOR SOMETHING WHICH NEVER 'LEFT'!

AGAIN ITS' ME 
MAKING MYSELF ALONE AND HURTED
BREAKING MY OWN HEART,
IN PAIN, BUT WITH A SMILE
AGAIN YOURS' ...

13-12-2010
12.30 AM

PIRIYAATHA NIN SOUHRITHAM

ON MA DEAR FRIEND

Ente ormayil marayatha madhuramayi,
Ente chiriyil vidaratha mugulamayi,
Ente hridayathile cheru madhuvumayi,
Ennumenikkorkkuvaan ennumenikai
nee thanna snehathin nombaramai,
kaalam maraykata sathyamai,
nin souhridam...ennumen kude!