Raat se subah tak(a night in words..)

Naine...

Wo dho naine,kahin dekhe hain
wo jo sapnom se bhari
har-pal idhar udhar badakthe hui
kisiko doondthe hua
aur sharam se muskuraathe hui
wo dho naine,kahin dekhe hai...

wo dho naine jo bahut pyar se bhari thi,
jo bhi dekhe,dekthe rehte aur sapne dekhte.
wohi dho naine hai ,
jo hume sapne dikhaye aur jeene sikhaaye.
aaj is muskaan un nainom ke naam
us pal ke naam!!

Jeena barose se...

Zubaan pe tere naam ho,

mann me khayaal ho,

dil me thodi si jagah do,

jeeyenge mast-mast har khadi,

borosa is pyaar ho,

jeeyenge mast-mast har khadi. 

Bhaagthe hai kwaab doondne...

Raat bhi anjaan,

taare bhi soyi

aur chand chal padi,

suraj ke nishaan bhi nahin.

baagthe hai kahi,

sab kuch suuna suuna hai

par hum nahin..,

chup chupke..

aur kwaab doondthe hai.

kyaa pathaa,

wo bhi humare raah dekhte ho.

chal chup chupke..

baag chalthe hai

kahin dhoor,

jahan hum anjaan hai

aur kwaab doondthe hai !

chal chup-chupke

hum baag chalthe hai

aur kwaab doondthe hai!!!

Subah aayege naya sapna leke...

Subah hone ka intezaar hai,

aaj sapna nahin jeena hai

sir udaakke.

Subah hone ka intezaar hai,

kal ko aaj banaana hai,

nazar churaake.

Subah hone ka intezaar hai,

aaj mein kal johna hai

kal ke kuch sapne sambhaalke.

Kade hain tere intezaar me...

Aaj kade hai  is kinare,

tere intezaar me.

kitne zor se bhi lahere bejo

bin dekhe hilenge nahin.

aaj kade hai is kinare,

tere intezaar me.

tere wo har sandesh

hume thadpaathe nahin

rulaathe nahin,

peeche hatathe nahin.

par  ye hawaa 

tere yaad zaroor dilaatha hai

tere saas phailathe hai

aur tere khushboo phoolom ko dete hai

aur tere sone sone chehre panchiyom ko 

aaj ka vishwaas dilaatha hai.

Bhaarish ka mausam hai

chaand aur taare gayab hai

par har taraf tere parchaai hai.

aaj hum kadi hai is kinaare,

tere intezaar me.

ab to tumhe aana hi hai

duniya ke vaaste

aaj ke vaasthe

mere raah ke vaasthe...

Din aur Raat

Raat chaadni hai aur din diya

chaandni khaalis hai aur diya khwaab

diya zindagi ke saakshi hai aur chaandni kal ka pratigya.

din aur raat zindagi ke aiene hai,

jahaan hum khud ko dekte hai.

din-raat tankaatha hai ye zindagi

aur humare pyaar hai --zindagi.

ek ek pal saas liye

ek ek pal dil dhadke

aur raat ko sapne sajaaye

hume pyaar hai is jeene ka ehsaas se.

MY WORD TO U

we were all together all this way
but now i see u no more within ma sight
is it just a bad dream
or is it now 'm really awaken??

i saw u move-on several times
but i never believed
that u did
or u can
'cause i believe in our love
where v didn't had any words
no conditions nor any promises
but v had trust!!

and i cant believe,
that u moved-on
without even looking back for me
i just can't believe!

'm still here where u left me
i couldn't go back nor come over
couldn't even get over it
'cause 'm still don believe on what's happening
'm just frozen in thoughts and ma beats are low

'm just doing this to give ma word
i'll be always here for you
dead or alive,
ma hearts beats or not
no matter
it wont fade away

now i know, i'm giving ma word
'cause i got,
words have power
some is good,untold
but something,v ought to say
so 'm saying..
and now one more word,
i wont let ma love to hurt u anyhow
no harms,no claims
'cause we loved for nothing,
where 'nothing' is a lot!!

'I AM THERE FOR YOU ALWAYS'

The blush in thy eyes
Soars the vanity,
Where the silence speaks.
The sandals toned with thy skin
Perfumes Divinity,
Where the God himself treats.

Thy Mother,thy siblings,
Made a girl out of you.
And gave thee thy lover,
Made you a wonderful lady.

Thy life;
A dome of trust of thy Father
A world tour along thy Mother
Guarded all the way long thy Brothers
Cheered you up thy Sisters.


Now,the lady,an adorable bride
To thee,the groom whirrs
"I am there for you Always"


 

A poem of absurd

Bleeding,its ma heart
which always tends to say,
whether ma eyes ever lied to u
but never could i...

i was loyal
i was broken
i was humiliated
and of course i was confused
but i never back down

Bleeding,its ma heart
which always wanna say,
"tell the truth of yours
or its you who'll lose"

I lost and no one won
no tears no smile
just numbness all over
"You are nothing"
and no more life!!!

diwali...

one more diwali  eve
this year,the night with no fireworks
no gathering,no laughter
and no one along.
loved those nights with memories
where it blow like a blast
with all the dear ones near.
the nights:bright;colorful;noisy
it's still alive in a corner of the heart,
still  in the back of my eyes.
loved those moments!!
more loved was the 'halwas',
which we all used to share
and those gifts!
Then didn't bothered to see around,
the real beauty of the night.
only saw my happiness all there
but today it's not..
       It feels great to hear the blasting
       with closed eyes
       and screening many faces 
       some unknown
       who may have celebrating diwali
       from a far long.
       it's great to see them living
       it's great to hold up in the world
       it's great to have a family
       it's great to have someone near
They are adorable,
i'm saying you.
they are living
and it worth!!
It gives more pleasure
than the other diwalis.
feels something special
it's good to see people happy
maybe it's what 'celebrations' meant to.
Even it's different,
it makes much more special to me
with no fire-works no laughter
and all by myself here in this room.
    
 the joy,the pleasure,the warmth of happiness
 is not the trace of my own happiness this time
 today, it's through those one who is happy,
 which comes over the nostalgia for the past years..






 
    

I'M A DREAMER

 (to all those who couldn't say their love)

If i was an artist

you would be in my canvas.
with gentle moves of the brush
with lot colors.
and that would have said you,
what you mean to me.


If i was a poet
you would be in my ink.
with smooth flows through the words
with lot passion.
and that would have said you,
how much you mean to me.


If i was a speaker
you would be in my language
with the modest veracity
with lot expression.
that would have said you,
why you mean much to me.


But i'm just a dreamer
with no canvas,pen or language enough
to make you feel my love.
It never fails to say me
which it couldn't tell you...

I am smiling

'Years passes..people changes..but still the love remains'
 i wish if it was so
 but i know its not
 sometimes we miss ourselves somewhere...
 i wish our life is just like Keats' 'On a Grecian Urn'
 Which preserves the beauty..dat love...
 never changing
 i wish...
 but i know..it cant be...
 
 few seconds...my nights were spoiled
 yeah..love is for the whole life for me
 what happened..dont know ...for good or bad
 but i know
 i'm smiling!!






 

Silence

The silence of night stole my sleep!
it was a little time before
my eyes wrapped with sleep
and i went to bed
but this silence stole my sleep...

here,there is a lot to befriend me
these twinkling stars,cloudless sky and this half moon...
but i now only wishes to break this silence
because i want to sleep!!
  
I am scared to close my eyes
A fear that whether i can stand the truth or not..
even if its just a nightmare,
i can't see my dream losing...

maybe its going to shower happiness
but it can't keep my smile
because i'm not sure 

The silence is pinning in my wound
deep and deep it goes
nothing but,
steals my sense of pain and leaving numbnesss in the heart...
and i'm wrecked


i would stand in the fire
walk through throne paths
will do whatever
but i want this silence to break
because i want some sleep...
it's making me weak
hurting than anything
my ears are panic to this song of silence
eyes waiting to slip to sleep
my throat dry frightened by this silence
i want to break this silence
and want to sleep!!
Just break this silence...

WORDS AND LOVE

Someone murmured in her ears
"someone loves you the most"
it didn't sounded strong though,she said
but words strike direct to the heart
But i tried to say the heart a lot
Not to trust a weak voice of words
But the heart didn't gave me the ears!

Now its' just me beside her.
I was known,
Words are candles
Which can't stand fire.
Fire of heart
burnt those words
so the promises
thus the love!
I was known
its' going to hurt..
but i couldn't do anything...

STRIVE

We fight with the world
From the second we born
But a second to the past
Let everything gone,
But still we are on bond.
   Wished something,gained something else
   Learnt with the time,to love we gained
   But life plays again with us
   By taking away all we gained.
But still, we are striving to live
Nothing can stop it till the last breath
We yearn more span to live
to live a life more in Earth.
   Striving for something
   Without any gain
   But keep hopes in vain
   Till the blood flows in vein!!
A soul strives for a foul,
A call awaits the soil
But the mortal world
Again strives for life!!!

WILL BE BACK!!!

The rain has poured away
And the rainbow waving good-bye
Those peacocks seems like waited 
Swinging in teem!

The cold wind blows like taking me away
And those rain drops irritates my hearing
Why this quirky thoughts
As never before?
I was the one born for nature
Loving blue and green!

I always hankered to keep smile
But what was that,stealing my smile?
The fear or tear?

Nothing else stood for me now
Everything has gone in their way
But i'm still dawdling
And bickering to myself for nothing.


Caught in a feeling that everything moving far
And i ran before barmly in vain.
Life circles again in that path
And playing moon with me,
Poking my emotion but still i'm before! 


Just be in touch and see,
How i fights with those eyes
piercing my thoughts,
How i came over those words
blaming my doings
And how i bring myself back
to love and to be loved!
I will be back!!

FORGIVE ME!

Who tapped my shoulder in my hard times,
And who runs to me for a hug in distress
Promising to be with me all the life,
Is not found anywhere now
Besides in my hidden heart.

  But that love in me
  Doesn't fade a bit
  But it flourished,
  Only flourished even in the hatred.

No,i'm trustworthy!
How can i hate something
Which i loves the most
Even it hurts me?
More and more,i will love,
That's only i can do.
Forgive me...

  I enjoys the pain you gave,
  It's feeling rare,
 A pleasure in pain!

  I enjoys the loneliness you gave:
  I am feeding that with your memories.
  I enjoys in each drop of my tears
  Because it teaches me to love more. 

Do forgive me
For loving you this much
For loving you more than you do
Do forgive me...!

  (sugary!!!)

SAW A GIRL

I SAW A GIRL STANDING ON THE BRIDGE
WITH HER EYES FAR AWAY ON THE LIGHTS,
I SAW A GIRL WEEPING ALONE
AND HER TEARS FLOWING ALONG THE SEA,
BUT NO ONE NOTICED.

I SAW A GIRL LAUGHING LOUDLY
PRETENDING TO BE HAPPY
AND SCREAMING INSIDE.
I SAW A GIRL KEEPING HER LOVE
FOR NO ONE BUT FOR A FLOWER,
WHICH SHE OFTEN KISSES WITH HER TEARS.

I SAW A GIRL TRYING TO HATE HERSELF
FOR NOT FORGETTING HER LOVE.
SAW A GIRL AWAITING FOR NOTHING
LIKE A LOVER BUT FOR LOVE AND CARE!

POOR GIRL!KNOWING NOTHING ABOUT THE WORLD;
ABOUT THIS CRAZY RIDICULOUS WORLD
WHERE THERE IS NOTHING LIKE LOVE AND CARE...

AGAIN!

FAR FROM THE WOODS,
AGAIN CAME THAT WHISPERING AIR
REMINDED ME THE PAST
AND MADE ME CRY.


FAR FROM THE SKY 
AGAIN CAME THAT RAIN
TO CRY WITH ME.

FAR FROM THE MOUNTAINS
AGAIN CAME THAT WIND
WIPING MY TEARS.


FAR FROM THE CLOUDS
AGAIN ROARED THAT THUNDER
CONSOLING ME.


FAR FROM THE EARTH
AGAIN FELT THAT WARMTH
HOLDING ME CLOSE.


BUT I WAS SCREAMING
SAYING TO LEAVE ME ON MY OWN.
I LEFT ALL BEHIND
FOR WHAT I LOVED
AND WHAT NEVER LOVED ME!


SOME CAME WITH MEMORIES
WHICH MADE ME CRY.
SOME WISHED TO BE WITH ME
FOR NOTHING OF THEIR OWN
BUT ONLY FOR ME.

SOME WIPED MY TEARS
CRIED WITH ME
AND TRIED TO CONSOLE.
BUT I LEFT THEM ALL BEHIND.


THOUGH SOME GAVE ME THEIR LIFE,
I LEFT THEM ALL BEHIND,
FOR SOMETHING WHICH NEVER 'LEFT'!

AGAIN ITS' ME 
MAKING MYSELF ALONE AND HURTED
BREAKING MY OWN HEART,
IN PAIN, BUT WITH A SMILE
AGAIN YOURS' ...

13-12-2010
12.30 AM

PIRIYAATHA NIN SOUHRITHAM

ON MA DEAR FRIEND

Ente ormayil marayatha madhuramayi,
Ente chiriyil vidaratha mugulamayi,
Ente hridayathile cheru madhuvumayi,
Ennumenikkorkkuvaan ennumenikai
nee thanna snehathin nombaramai,
kaalam maraykata sathyamai,
nin souhridam...ennumen kude!

KISKE SUNU?

Dil ke raahom mem
Wo hume chalne nahin diya
Duniya ke vaasthe chalkar
Hume sukoon bhi na mila
Dil ke raaste jaate to
Hume humare zindagi mil jaate
phir bhi hum na gaya!
Kiske sunu hum
Is dil ke ya ye duniya ke?

CHALAAK

Na jaane ye dil kya chahta hai
dil to bahut chalaak hai,
humse kuch khulkar na kehte!

Logom ke beech rahe to,
Akele rehne ko kehta hai.
Jab akele hote to,
kisiki raah dektha hai.


Yeh dil bahut chalaak hai
Humse kuch bhi khulkar na kehte!

GALAT?

Duniya sirf hasthe mooh
           ko ache maante hai,
Dil ke thadap,aansu bane to
          kamsor naam se pukarte hai...
Unke aankom se hume dekhe to,
Hum gunegaar dikhte hai...
Duniya ko yaad nahin
Wo bhi ro-rokar pade dhe kabhi...
Galat sirf hum hai
kyunki,
Dil ke baat mooh par aayi...

DOOND RAHE HO..?

 DEDICATING FOR MA FRND

Waqt le chaltha hai
Kayi gunh humse 
Wo masoomiyath,  chehre se aur dil se bhi
phir bhi kyun kisimein dekha ae sab?
Yaad hai hume woh 
bole chehre,gusse bare luphse
bachpan ke saare harkhatein...
PHIR AANKOM MEM BASI AUR KUCH
Jaanoge kya?
Pyar ke intezaar!
pehle to hume ajeeb laga
Phir hume sochne diya ki
Pyar kya cheez hai...
Haar gayi hum.
ye sirf pyar karnewaale mehsoos karthe...
jawaab keh nahi jaate na..?
phir hum khudh doondne laga
Apne pyaar keliye...
ab ehsaas hai uska thadap ka...
Ab bhi wo masoomiyath ke peeche
Chupa hai Intezaar!

KHAAS...

Sabhi ek phool jaise hai
Hume kisi 'phool' se bahut  pyar hai
Phir bhi sabse bhi karthi hai pyar
Par wo phool humareliye khaas hai...
Kyunki wo humare 'pyar' hai

sabko phool se pyar hai
alag sirf phoolome hai
jaise ki humare pasanth tumse alag!


Duniya mem har kisiko kisise pyar hai
aur wo unkeliye khaas hai...
Jaise hum unka hai...


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Kyunki khaas tu hai kisike
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